There is something about standing
next to death
that can clear the vision for a moment.
Each time I quiet myself and stand
near this dark unknown,
a small light seems to shine.
This time, as my heart stood in sorrowed vigil,
I was given glimpses of the sacred honor
it is to be invited to live love—here, now.
I felt the weight of beauty embedded
in every loving glance, every act of kindness,
every self-giving service for each other.
I saw the wonder it is to be given the opportunity
to learn to love family, friends, neighbor, stranger
with an open, nonjudgmental heart.
I stood, awed by the calling to this labor of love,
even though I fail and fall and pray for help
from the One whose very name is Love—
the One who is gentle, humble, intimately present,
patient, kind, joyfully self-giving,
ever respecting, merciful, forgiving Love.
I ask, now, with fresh knowing, that this One
would grant me grace to learn and live this one thing—
and to know it as everything.
Claudia says
Love is indeed observeable if I am not alowing Satan to steal my vision. His ways are deceitful and oh so sly yet he has to run with but a Word of God’s truth. Lord, Grant me YOUR eyes to see and express love. Thank You Juanita for this reminder! God bless you and yours ABUNDANTLY this Christmas season and beyond 🙂
Juanita Ryan says
Thank you, Claudia. Blessings on you and yours as well.
Joy B says
Mom just passed on November 22…this poem came at a tender time for me. Thank you.
Juanita Ryan says
Wrapping you in arms of love and prayers as you grieve, Joy. Love you.